Those sarcastic remarks dat meant as a joke brought me down..really down. Shitz happens all the time huh..When I thot it won't occur ever agn, we realised we're back t0 where we began. Prolly I didn't make myself clear last time, all the time.. It hurts real bad and there's too many scars already in me. Maybe, the prob is me..I jus dun deserve him and no one else either.

And now..once more.. I bleed myself for him.

~ my.dead.soul.lives.for.you ~